sleeps with tears all over me :')

i wanna have a good sleeps but i can't . usually i go to bed around 1a.m. but i'll fall asleeps during 4 a.m. trust me it's happend all the time , i kept on thinking about my past and my future . ahh get out off my mind please , it's not worth it , he won't believe me . eventhough i spoke the truth and it is reality . ahhhh eh by the way i'm sorry if i didn't pick up your call in this pass two days irfan . i'm not into phone right now , sorry . i know you wanna spend your money with me right :D HAHAHAHA ? but nvm i don't feels like outing or shoping right now :/ , i'll tell you later okay . goodnight and i won't sleep thight for sure